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Maybe

It’s always the same, the facts.

The retelling of them, not so much.  A detail here and there is added or removed.  Not out of deliberate editing, but for the simple reason that each retelling is different.

And so, there are a lot of “maybes.”  This is a story then, about a girl who broke my heart.  Maybe.

One day, when I was younger, a beautiful girl broke my heart.  One of my friends, taking pity on my situation, and no doubt sick of my moping, asked me to help him DJ at a party near his house.  This was when DJs actually needed people to carry discs.  It was a paying gig, so I said yes.

On the way there, I rolled down the passenger side window on a lonely stretch of road alongside a valley.  I took a deep breath and shouted about how she was the only one for me and that I still loved her.

I remembered the cool breeze across my face, his laughter at my defiant act, the brush whipping past us and the the smell of the desert air.

At the party, while bringing in the third milk crate of vinyl, I met a different beautiful girl that night.  She wrote down her number on a post it note and gave it to me.

Later, after the party was over, along that same lonely stretch of road alongside that same valley, my friend stopped the car and looked at me expectantly.

I rolled down the window, took a deep breath, and shouted that perhaps, well, maybe, possibly. . . she wasn’t the only one for me.

Perchance.

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2am

I exit the doors at the sound of the chime, amidst the laughter and too loud voices of the two-eleven train.  I watch them shut and I walk forward for a train or two before stopping.  I watch the faces as the train picks up speed, slow enough at first for me to see individual expressions.

Then it accelerates until all I can see is occasional streaks of flesh between the metal and plastic.  And then it is gone, four red pinpoints disappearing into the tunnel.

I don’t see them until I leave the Metro station and hit the street.

There is a little bit of rain and she’s wearing his jacket.  He has her purse slung over one shoulder, the other arm set around her waist to steady her on rain slicked sidewalks.

She walks just on the close edge of uncertainty.  His walk is steadier, although not by much.  Together, they have a meandering walk that monopolizes the sidewalk, and I slow my pace to maintain my distance.  I watch them whisper to each other, familiar, sure that this moment in time is theirs alone.

Why would I destroy that?

Had a scone and a small house blend. . .

Then a little conversation with my squirrel and chipmunk friends.

It’s that day of the year again.  It’s time to play this song.

This song recalls days of riding around in a friend’s convertible with the top down, repeatedly blaring this music at capacity of their sound system, and just enjoyng the absurdity.

Chess, The Musical!

It exists, and has existed, for a long time.  I’ve wanted to see a production of it, but I’ve never been able to catch it anywhere.

Involved: Bjorn Ulvaeus and Benny Anderson formerly of ABBA and Tim Rice.  Yes, those guys.

What most people don’t realize is that they’ve most likely already heard music from it.

One Night in Bangkok and I Know Him So Well are both from Chess.

I’ve  been listening to the double album for well over a decade now and didn’t realize that there’s a “new” supposedly official version that premiered as a concert DVD.  I’d like to check that out once it comes out.  Gives me some hope that I’ll be able to catch a production at some point.

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I feel like doing

Something musical.

Well now, this sounds like a project.