My Skyrim Story

I started playing Skyrim. This was a decision that I came to after I realized that Steam had been hacked, and while Gabe assured me that everything was going to be okay, I didn’t want money hanging around in my Steam wallet.

None of this makes sense from an  Information Security standpoint.

But now there is a total of zero Steambux Spacedollars in my wallet, and Skyrim ended up costing me about $20 out of this month’s paycheck. It was full price, but I had $40 that I paid to Steam about four months ago that wasn’t doing anything.

I don’t know why I did it. I didn’t like Oblivion. I know, sacrilege. But then, due to the amazing power of groupthink and Reddit, I decided to bite the bullet.

It is a very large and snow covered bullet and I love it. Continue reading

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i, Consumer

So, getting an iPod touch has been one of the best and worst purchases I’ve made this year.

On the one hand, I’ve got a mobile computer.

On the other hand, I’m getting into a dangerous ecosystem of iDevices. They are seductive, style oozing from every smooth surface, every UI decision.

An iPad can’t be far behind.

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Wednesday Night (Romantic D&D Encounters)

It’s very odd to see your real name pop up on other people’s twitter feeds for something that you did.

But just right now, I’m really kinda freaking out.

Mainly about how my eyes are seriously all over the place in the video. You learn a lot at open mics, but not anything about how to perform on video. So far, I’ve gotten a lot of good feedback about the song and I’m working on a recording.

Additionally, Labyrinth wants a video of some sort. That can be arranged.

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On Song Writing

They say to write what you know. I know a little bit about heartache and a little bit about Dungeons & Dragons.

Geek courtship is a fragile thing. Sometimes you meet someone at an event, such as PAX or a board gaming night at your local game store, and your gamer flag is out there for everyone to see. At other times, there is still the moment of “coming out” as a person that likes nerdy things, possibly things like Dungeons & Dragons.

Admittedly, there is not a horrible stigma as there was before. Sure, geeky attractive celebrities have gone a long way to legitimize the hobby—but among the general public there is still an outdated misconception of the Dungeons & Dragons player.

The truth of the matter is, geeks go out and date, just like everyone else, so I felt no pressure to adhere to the stereotype when I wrote the song.

And when the relationship is new, and the hobbies are still uknown, there is a moment. A moment defined by a person dropping hints and saying they have things to do on Wednesday night.

“Oh, like trivia night? I love trivia!”
“Er, no.”

I wrote a song, called, “Wednesday Night.” If you know what I’m talking about, well then you know what I’m talking about.

What I’m astounded by was the creative process of writing this song. I’d dabbled before, wrote some chords down, wrote some lyrics, and then promptly forgot about finishing it.

From inception to final revision was about one week. Then performance on Saturday for the Gamerati event. I can’t take full credit for it, I have no idea where it came from.

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Words

I used up all my words a long time ago.

I used up all my words on girls I barely remember and perhaps a few more; now I did not have words for you.

I used up all my words in musty college study nooks, and music practice rooms with out of tune pianos, on the tops of car hoods listening to music through underpowered speakers, on picnic blankets produced out of thin air on starlit beaches, in loud bars with blaring music, and in quiet moonlit kitchens in group houses.

And then I had no words in this bookstore cafe.

I called them and they did not come.

The words that would make you stay.

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My Conversation With Someone You’ve Never Heard Of Before

I was shopping the other day. This was not abnormal.

Some would say that it is, in fact, my default state.

On that day, I was in Labyrinth, looking for nothing in particular. When one is attempting to single handedly keep a neighborhood game shop alive one cannot afford to be particular. Continue reading

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PAX East 2011

It was, in a single word, amazing.

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Lessons Learned

I played another open mic last Friday night. It was pretty good.

Open mics are terrifying experiences for me. I am fraught with worry. Did I practice enough? Will I forget what I’m doing once I’m up there in front of everyone? What if someone picks the exact same song as me? Do I just not have the chops to perform live? Is my hair okay? What if I break a string?

In addition, I am gripped by the most harrowing feelings in the pit of my stomach.

Nerves.

So when I started into the first chords of my performance, what I specifically did not worry about was a certifiably crazy woman making her way into the performance area, precariously sloshing a cup of tea, standing in front of me, and starting to sing a different song.

Naturally, this is exactly what happened. Continue reading

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Playing Video Games with Audience Participation

I have a couple of friends that absolutely love having over when I play video games. I love them as an audience.

I played through the first Dead Space, which is a fantastic game, by myself, but then I played through it again, with an audience and it is still a great game. In fact, it is my opinion that the audience made it better.

I played Heavy Rain entirely in this manner, and the experience was harrowing, to say the least. There are times in that experience where I had to repeat difficult sections with an audience member screaming or gripping my arm. Overall, there was an additional level of tension not unlike performance anxiety.

But we all got through and my friends, who normally would never play video games, got to enjoy the storyline.

I’m thinking about starting up Uncharted with the same folks, as well as possibly Dead Space 2. I think it will be a good time.

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Songwriting

At some point, I stopped just plinking around on the ukulele and started practicing it, and then, hours upon hours of practice later I started understanding it. It was a sudden thing and not something I was ready for.

So when my ukulele instructor encouraged me to get this song out of my head, I wasn’t quite prepared for it.

I have chord progressions, and a melody, but the one thing I don’t have right now is lyrics.

I’m working through it, and it’s the first song, but I’m enjoying the process of just recording and writing everything down.

I’ll see where it goes.

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